Is it uncommon to dread a day completely but at the same time yearn for it like none other? That is how I have felt about the last day of school at Holy Child, being yesterday, for a very long time. I couldn't wait to break out the doors towards sunshine and the promise of freedom! However, all good things have consequences that can be painful at times. I had to say goodbye to my teachers, who I look up to and respect. I had to say goodbye to some of my classmates too and it was so difficult. It was so bittersweet, but now I look forward.
My departure to China keeps drawing nearer and I am so nervous. I want to go so badly because it will be an incredible experience, but it still means breaking out of the comfort zone I have been building up in Rye for the past 8 years. I am comfortable here with my loving family, friends, all my possessions, my school, and my own little niche in Rye. But that's the problem. I have gotten too comfortable and have stopped challenging myself to grow as an individual. Going away for a year is a big challenge and I hope that with it comes great rewards. I want my eyes to be opened to another part of the world. I want to see another way of life so that I can challenge my own ideals and mores.
Until next time,
Julia
ps. I have decided to include in my blog a "Song of the Week" just for fun.
Song of the Week: Jamie All Over by Mayday Parade
